Tuesday, January 31, 2006

A small post for now


So if you are at work, and they monitor you, don't read it.

FUCK HIM for calling me and making me cry.

FUCK HIM for being condescending and telling me that "he knows I am going to find someone else and be happy someday".

FUCK HIM for telling me that "he knows it's hard for me to hear his voice".

FUCK HIM for continuing to call me after I emailed him and told him I can only talk online and not on the phone anymore.

FUCK HIM for telling me he does it because he still wants to hear my voice everyday.

FUCK MYSELF for losing my nerve and answering the goddamned phone.

More later... no really I promise. I just need to cry and smoke and go to bed. And yes I am aware that it has been 9 fucking months since we broke up. I am dealing with it the best I can. I have more good days than bad now...this just isn't one of them.


At 4:34 AM, Blogger RC666 said...

Yeah Fuck him! Well not literally. I'm sorry, glad to hear there are more good days then bad!

At 7:49 AM, Blogger jyny said...

Thanks. I'm trying to stay sane. We'll see how that goes. Ha!

At 4:55 PM, Blogger happyandblue2 said...

He needs to quit calling you.
Glad you are getting over him and moving on.Even if it is a slow process..

At 9:03 PM, Blogger Martini Love said...

Mother fucker....grrrr.....

At 1:14 AM, Blogger dan said...

Heavy glue!

At 1:17 PM, Blogger MyraMaines said...

OMG!! I had no idea that they still allow lobotomies, because he aparently had one! What an Ass!!

At 3:45 PM, Blogger That Girl said...

i know i'm late on this but i need to say it to: FUCK HIM!

i think we all feel better after that!

At 7:44 PM, Blogger happyandblue2 said...

Happy Valentines Day..

At 12:46 AM, Blogger dan said...

happy st, patricks day. i emailed, but my stupid server is having problems

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At 10:02 AM, Blogger Michelle said...

Fuck him hard!

Guys can be so...


At 5:54 PM, Blogger Amber Lynn said...

He sounds like a jerk who won't respect you or your boundaries. Good riddance!!


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